This is my only true escape

I have reached that point where I'm ready to fully immerse myself into my studies, not because I'm ready to focus, but it is my way of dealing.

I did this previously with Andy and it's welcoming, this familiar process, because lately, everything I've been doing or feeling has been at odds with myself. I want to take this time to recuperate, to rethink who I am and what I want.

(Psalms 138:3) 3 In the day that I called, you answered me. You encouraged me with strength in my soul.

Funny, I dislike religion, but I do believe; I truly do.