I know better than to believe him, but I want it to be true, and so I don't hold back. I will be punished for this, I know, but right now I feel Kyle, I feel hope. He will love me, I tell myself.
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I'm not this woman. I'd like to tell him this, but it's pointless. I could stop it all now. I'm not this.
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It is futile, and yet the hopefulness in this gesture is so pure that it seduces me.

-Laura Valeri

I can't wait to reach that point where I am estranged from the anger and bitterness. When I can see you, and feel absolutely nothing.