Sentimentality can destroy a story

It's funny how people are more brilliant when they're isolated and lack social skills. They must lack to excel. Sometimes I feel like I'm losing myself because I move away from what I used to want to be or how I used to feel and act. God. I know I can be really vague at times (like now).

For example, I may write better, but only in perfecting my style and storyline. The complexity and the meanings are still at an arm's length away. The farther I get to creating a story logically (as my mastery in weaving a story is better), the farther I get from writing what reaches out to people, the emotions that matter.

For example, when everything is perfectly well and I have every reason to laugh and to hang out, the less I want to write because I waste my time like that.

I'm drinking ginger tea and it's fucking strong.