I'm about to snap and I don't know why. It's like my blood is filled with hatred, so much unnatural--is it?--hatred. Everything has been getting on my nerves. I've been getting so riled up and close to becoming vindictive. I wonder if it's because I'm reading Bastard of North Carolina because that character is so angry or my little friend would like to visit me now.

But as I was coming up, back to the apartment, I looked up and there were all these puffy clouds and I just got lost in all that blue.

So two sedatives: kitty and the sky. Not too shabby.