To never see your Screen Name again on AIM

I was adding all the lame, sappy, romantic sad songs to my Windows Media Player. Why? Why you ask? Because I am quintessentially female--wait that's sexist--quintessentially human.

There was only ever two people I ever wanted to be with and ever wanted to talk with and ever wanted to converge with. I didn't say my choices were great, but that they felt right though reality says otherwise. If there was no reality, if there was no society, if there was no age or distance or circumstances, then perhaps, perhaps I could have been with one of them right now.

The Past

Silly Dilly (11:04:15 PM): to be honest, when we stopped talking, i didnt really think about it much afterwards

Silly Dilly (11:04:42 PM): but then everytime we talk again its just...

Silly Dilly (11:04:43 PM): ugh

dr34m0n(2:04:46 AM): its just what?

dr34m0n (2:05:21 AM): ugh bad or ugh good

dr34m0n (2:05:22 AM): lol

Silly Dilly (11:06:40 PM): good

dr34m0n (2:08:08 AM): lmao is it ugh good right now?

dr34m0n (2:08:09 AM): hahha

Silly Dilly (11:09:57 PM): not when you keep asking all these serious questions =P

I have a billion things more important to worry over, but I can't concentrate.

Seriously, screw you; I'm eating the brownie.