Am I just in love with the Thought of You

The only type of people I truly need in life is LiDaJo and my family. Honest to God. I can hole myself up for years and if they were the only people I saw on occasion I'd still be pretty fucking happy. If I could just go to the library constantly with Lily, or eat Asian food and frolick with Joann in Flushing, or just watch a movie that made Dayana and I in the first ten minutes cry and eat at a diner...then yes, I really don't think I need anyone else. THEY ARE MY BOYFRIENDS! Much to Joann's chagrin. =D

I was reading this article on if the 'Completion myth for relationships' was true. The woman (well of course) said that getting married and having babies later is more typical now since you're going to be spending decades--maybe even half a century--together. She also mentioned that you should be trying to find a 'soul-match' and not a 'soulmate'. I think I agree. Here we are. Thinking that there is one person to complete you, in a way it does, but, at the same time, people don't understand that though you may be a living half-shell...YOU CAN STILL LIVE. Being half-shell doesn't mean you aren't complete in itself. Sure if the other half came by, it would be spectacular, but appreciating alone time and appreciating that you can live with yourself until then would make the time pass way better.

It's Day 3. Can you feel the yearning? And when I mean yearning, I don't mean by me.