There are some days where I feel enlightened, where I can feel the future on the tip on my brain. I will admit that I'm scared that I won't find anything after I graduate, but it will be due to my own stupidity and laziness, not due to anything else. If I can push myself hard enough, I see myself somewhere sunny and uplifting. I see myself somewhere far, learning and taking in everything. A step away from this place, not that I want to escape, but a new chapter to begin. It gives me hope and drive to hush my senioritis, at least for a little while.