In yo face

The waves slapping against the shore and the seagulls high in the sky, soft curved M's, and the damp sand where I'll sink into, this is where I want to be the most right now. Where the clouds will hide away the sun and leave me in this perpetual state of gray.

A part of the reason is because I want to be somewhere serene and yet not so sanguine; I don't want beautiful right now. Another part of the reason is because that was one of the places where I felt most at rest with you.

And it's okay. It's okay to feel like this. And it's okay. It's okay because the future holds no bounds. And it's okay. It's okay because there will always be something to look forward to.

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You asked me if I was waiting for marriage. I replied that I was waiting for the right guy. I can't say that I have any sort of checklist for the right guy. I can't say that I want all these qualities in him. In fact, I don't even know who the right guy is. However, I think it must be someone who's waiting for the right girl too.

Because I know, I am the right girl.