There are different categories of loneliness: one category involves those who are are left alone by everyone they meet, one category involves those who leave alone everyone they meet-to be alone-and, lastly, those who confuse the crap out of everyone.
Which one are you? Stop confusing my friend and I.
Lately, I've been having bad dreams. Last night, I dreamt that as I was walking out of a school and seeing vb boys meeting up secretly-without asking any of the girls or me-to go play vb. I was annoyed as hell. How dare they go play without me!
But the actual significance to the dream was in the latter part, where a clutter of white feathers-sparking too- littered the floor. Somehow, I knew that it was my job to pick them up. So I start to place them on a couch that happens to be right next to the pile of feathers, but I realize half way through the pile that it would take too much time to pick the rest up so I decide not to (Cost-Benefit Analysis?Oh Envi.).
Two meanings:
1. Perhaps I'm trying to get my life back on track, taking responsibility for myself.
2. I want to give up on things I know is too outrageous to go after. cough coughs.
My interviewer asked me, "Why do you write?"
I can express myself as best as I can through writing; I can re-edit(for example, it's the day after and I found numerous grammar and content mistakes) my words to better my meanings because communication-like writing-is the only way people can understand on some level what someone else is feeling or thinking.
Random Tangent
Let's drown our Dignity and Pride down the drain. But it isn't a bad thing, Dignity and Pride isn't always needed. I can be happy without it always interfering with my life.
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