Please don't judge me

Sometimes I wish I could stop thinking and stop everyone and their thoughts so that I may close my eyes and follow my heart and enter your room and slide myself underneath your arm and listen to your snores and think that, even for that one moment, maybe maybe it could work and that you would realize that I'm worth it and that things would be okay.

Of course. This is complete fantasy.

I still remember when Day wrote me a letter (can't remember about which guy) and included this quote:

Margaret Mitchell
I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken, and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken pieces as long as I lived.