It's Easter morning and I have no idea what I'm supposed to do. I feel like I should be in church, but I don't feel comfortable there, especially with Pastor Jim gone.
I know I should have known this, but only until lately have I come to realize that the past should stay as the past. There's no point in trying to relive it because I'll have expectations that won't pan out. Reliving the past is basically trying to recreate that moment in time I really enjoyed, hoping that I will be able to or even hoping that it will surpass my expectations.
And though, I linger a lot in the past, wondering and remembering. I'd rather move forward and have my dreams bring back these past faces without restriction (I dreamt that Pastor Jim returned and it was good to see him again).
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