Perhaps it is or isn't Hopelessness

I don't have the exact quote, but today reminded me of it. It resembled something like this, when you visit a place from the past finding it unchanged makes you realize how you much you've changed.

I dislike returning to places where I've once been because I feel like I'm going backwards, revisiting all the expected laughter and giddy times as well as the annoying hindrances and lackluster opportunities. Nostalgia should only happen when it's forced upon you and not when you choose on your own accord to return to it.

Thank God (for now) for the little changes that have made this summer quite different from the rest, distinguishing it from the past.

One particular thing I've learned, never ever get into ANYTHING with coworkers. It's such a hassle, too dramatic for words. I'll restrain myself this time of course; I'm tired of dealing with other people's shit.
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Tragedy? Tragedy is when you want to inherently help someone with something because you know they deserve the extra hand, but knowing that your immediate help will cause future problems and damage. You cannot NOT help them, but you know you shouldn't because you may be feeding into their self-destruction.

This is a debt I owe. A debt paid in Time (double entendre).