Snacking on Chinese crackers and Kit Kat is not how I imagined my Spring break to be, then again I assumed it would turn out this way. After the first full day's rest, I started to feel anxious again, thinking about my future and how I'm wasting away any potential I might have. I'm in the prime of my youth, but it feels like I'm still a little kid who has no clue with what's going on in the world. It's frustrating to know that only after the years have past will I realize what I should have done.
Is it pathetic that I'm a dreamer or is it more pathetic that I'm too cowardly to achieve them? There's too many things I would like to get better at or achieve, but not enough confidence or courage to do so.
If a gloomy day can change drastically into a sunny one, would it be too much to expect that I will become someone I hope to be.
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You can become the person you dream to be; cowardice is not permanent. Take it slow.
You can eat and work at the same time :D
Try not to watch the world but instead join it.
You'll be fine, you usually are.
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