I was telling Joann and Lily how I already know my wedding song. It's sad because I don't have any husband candidate yet and he has no say in what song either. Oh wells. It's funny because the name is associated with someone I hate too.
Lately, I've been stalking two celebrities because I, like many other followers, believe they belong together. Viewers can easily tell that Gui Gui loves Wang Zi. Even so, they can't date due to a contract.
My friends ask me why I'm stalking them. Usually I like to read up about celebrities because I admire them and want to personally meet and adore them, Big Bang coughs, but sometimes when you watch television, there's a spark between two people which makes it more enjoyable to watch. I love watching developing love between two people because how it is at the beginning is nothing compared to the ending. I enjoy watching two destined people finally getting together, but, moreover, I love watching two people, with lots of chemistry, find their way to each other even when the odds seem against them. I supposed opposites in some sense, like Pucca and Garu.
So what's the big deal with mentioning these fictional/celebrity loves, why do I always have to talk about nonsense? It's to abate the loneliness I'm feeling. I fall into or float upon a cloud that is unreachable except by a single person. I fill my excess time with fictional stories, mangas, and movies and dramas to escape what I do not have. In this way, even if I cannot have my love then I can imagine and watch as others find theirs.
So quick God, lead him to me.
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